gaining you

O my love!
I didn't gain you easily,
my heart was often drowning in my tears,
I didn't gain you easily,
It wasn't easy to enter flames & burn of love,
It wasn't easy to sleep on a pillow wet of tears,
It wasn't easy to forget pride & show others loveing you,
I didn't gain you easily,
My heart was often broken cause of heavy sorrow inside,
My heart was often burned, being guilty of loveing you,
I didn't gain you easily,
gaining you needed patience, what I had...
gaining you needed impatience, what I had...
gaining you needed resistance, what I did...
gaining you needed fighting, what I did...

I didn't gain you easily..